All Rivers Lead to the Same Ocean

Originally shared on Facebook · 23rd July 2022

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My love,

I have journeyed through distant galaxies. I have floated through time and space and I have met many spirits and souls along the way. I find myself amidst this vast emptiness in the core of my being with a new born warmth for myself and for life. I feel held and I feel the whispers of my ancestors, guiding me along my journey. Yet I still stand alone, amidst this eternal void. Like there is a forcefield between myself and you. Ayahuasca first showed me you. Like I finally felt like I belonged in this material matrix. It was like everything and everyone became one and the whole world stopped spinning. It went dead silent and everything else seized to be. I could feel sun rays shining through our eternal unified heart and I could hear birds singing. It was like all the galaxies came together and all sentient beings that inhabit those galaxies came together in harmony. Later that year I found you in the embrace of a woman. Only in her have you have been able to cross this forcefield within myself. My soul felt deeply nurtured when I was with her vessel in which your presence may shine through. I still look for this love I once felt. I travel the galaxies aimlessly in search of this love.

Now a warrior is rising within me. The one that was beaten down when I was first spawned into carnation. The one that was forced into submission by corrupted and wounded tyrants. This warrior is in training for the great battle. The battle of unbecoming. Of eroding those parts of me that no longer serve, that keep you covered up and shunned away.

I once made a promise to this woman that all rivers lead to the same ocean, and that we will meet there at the end of this life. I fear my journey is long, and the night is drawing in, but my flame is rising and my heart is strengthening. I may have many lifetimes to go, but I am not one to break such a sacred promise. For we are all one, and there is no separation from anybody's divine light and mine. We will all meet again at this one vast ocean of cosmic consciousness where all rivers lead.

Thank you for seeing me ❤️